Searching for meaning
In the minutiae
Dangerous conclusions
I only meant to glean some sensibility
But it's not so easy
You're behaving strangely
Under a microscope
I've come to find the results are
Not scientific
Our weird mental physics
Should be obvious to me by now
Put it off again
Owning up to this:
Say you wanna give it away
But you just hold on tighter still
Wrapped up in a vision
Fashioned from wireframes
All the nights and wasted brain
Nothing manifested
Ambition’s never enough
You say it'll happen sooner or later
Waited for 3 years
To yell at you people again
As time goes on
I continue to uncover
How I've been wrong
My dodgy misperceptions
Carried me on
And dropped me off
Searching for meaning
In the minutiae
Dangerous conclusions
I only meant to glean some sensibility
But it's not so easy
You're behaving strangely
Under a microscope
I've come to find the results are
Not scientific
Our weird mental physics
Should be obvious to me by now
Looking through a lens
With a furrowed brow
I was not prepared and it's getting even harder now
A change of direction
Need to re-learn how
The person that I am
The one I thought I was
And the one I wanted to be
Can't reconcile them, at a loss
Overanalyze
It never satisfies you
I go from day to day, clinging to the hope
I'll realize the fallacy of the arguments I spoke
But when I wake the next morning
The weight's been lifted and I'll sigh
I'll sigh
It never occurred to me
why I expend this energy
For hating on humanity
Blindly and blanketed
Somehow I got this far
With disdain up in my heart
This is how the cleanup starts
A rare articulated thought
I lost found loss again
Picked it up for “a friend”
I don't want the healing to begin
Cry at movies and at songs
Can't shed a tear when life is all wrong
Punch the wall when the cat knocks over the bong
Memories, mostly good
Things should've happened wouldn't could
Music made from hands and wood
Wrote this riff two years ago
Abandoned him and brought him home
Now he lives inside my phone
To remind me to not be so fucking mean
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