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Wilso
05:47
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He’s been saving up every last hard-earned cent
Browsing the listings to see what 40K can rent
Stuck in Phoenix for now, car repairs must come first
Soon he’ll be on his way, he knows he has the thirst
You tell your dad it’s time
It’s only a six hour drive
You leave your cat behind
Grandma tells you it’s fine
Your sister says that she’s a bit jealous
Brother in law says check out this restaurant
When you’re finally alone
You sit and you ponder
Just you and the dog and a long road to wander
This was
Long overdue
Run to
The Southland
There’s room
For us all
To make
Something happen
Free yourself of the conventional structure if you choose
You were out here once and you returned too quick but you met a girl and hung on for a bit
We drove back in our red van and we played a show just so you could see your old town of Fresno
We headed to Sac and we stayed in a shack and we filmed a session that nobody ever saw
Those days felt like a high point but it doesn’t have to stay that way forever and that’s why you’re coming back
Gas it up
Hit the road now
Buddy in the back
Tempe in the rearview
Merge onto the 10
Punch it to 85 at least
Crank the volume
Our songs have guitar solos now
Welcome home my friend
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2. |
Not Worth It
03:58
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Sometimes we make mistakes
Well that’s okay
Sometimes I know I’m afraid
Well that’s okay
If it weren’t for this impeccable nonsense
This shit would just feel tame
Sometimes we make mistakes
But we smile
We smile instead of hate
We insinuate the best and
Sometimes we’re all okay
What is it with these people?
And what’s the fun in normalcy
What’s the fun in being
The only casualty in the inexplicable
And unjustifiable diplomacy
Trapped inside a cosmic tunnel
Of whatever the fuck you want
It’s amazing that all of this can be yours
Just think about it
It becomes this existing nature of yourself
Just force it through and
Ask the universe to act for you
Act like you’re the reason she exists
From cosmic disparity to eternal bliss
But what’s the fun in that
What’s it worth to the world
Well fuck it it’s not worth much
Maybe a penny or some thread
Maybe a joke or a laugh instead
Maybe we could work this out
Maybe it’s impeccable
Or even glorious
Maybe it’s not worth it
Maybe I asked for too much
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3. |
Woodbury Road
03:15
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It has now been four long weeks existing from inside
Living in some kind of fiction, avoiding friction, taking time
I’ve gotten far too used to this already
It’s nice to start and end each day with less of all the dreading
First time I’ve seen most of my neighborhood out walking
Everybody wears a mask now but somehow we all do more talking
Right about this time I dream of going south
I think I’ll take the opportunity to continue to shut my mouth
Keep on reading, watch and wait
We can all relate
A walk down the street, don’t touch anything
A trip to the store, people fighting over food to eat
Where’s that check in the mail? Is there a check in the mail?
At least lots of shit is on sale
We can all use this time to grow up a bit
Take break from the headaches and all the work life drama bullshit
I might even try to get fit
I’ll be a dad by the time this quits
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Birthright
03:44
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I can see inside the womb
It’s a soft glimpse of the future order
And I know what I’ve got to do
It’s time to pick up the pen and write things
Down, down, down, are you down?
To hang in the age of isolation
Or I’ll be here in my room
Writing for selective audience
Somehow reassuring
That all the learning
Is likely blurry
I can live with uncertainty
The world is constantly trying to test that one on me
And I saw all that was new
In human form, oh generation
Some little bits of me and you
And lots of mystery in between
The cycle living creatures through
Present in the air
It’s nearing time that we are due
Never looking backwards
I’ll make the wiser choice
Plucking strings instead of voice
So here’s the latest man
Pull off ham-mer this one’s for Ren
Crucial
Terrified
Objectively alive
Enter
Hospital
Fluorescent light
Incisions
Decisions
Blood type
Breathe in
Cut it
Birthright
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5. |
Somehow Cannot
05:09
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Mindful
A simple example
Intuitive at best
Critical nevertheless
The red sun
It falls, it’s gone
Make your amends to those you’ve hurt
Take blame, remorse in this shit
You were always the problem
Interesting now that you’re the solution
Get over it
Show me the door
Twelve steps away
An ungodly amount of confidence
Set up for failure
Set up for God
Set up for donation
For all self righteousness
Be my brother
Cut through the sorrow
Give me your knowledge
Because I’m incapable
Imperial lasting
Generation scaling
A little under the weather
And a little misunderstood
Guest User granted access
Guest User in full getup
Guest use has caught me
A ghost that is haunting me
Somehow cannot destroy me
It’s nothing more than a fleeting moment
Somehow cannot destroy me
It’s nothing more than my desire to be broken
A plane crashed down tonight
And decided to save everyone on board
A metaphor for this capsule I endure
This vessel I could never
Fully explore
I had no choice but to live
With what I’ve been handed
So who am I going to blame?
Somehow cannot destroy me
It’s nothing more than a fleeting moment
Somehow cannot destroy me
It’s nothing more than my desire to be broken
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6. |
Midnighter
04:44
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Dig yourself up out of bed
Find the words to manifest thoughts stewing in your head
Choke down a glass of h2o
You just need two or three ideas
State of mind like an open road
Expiration date infinity
Firing questions off like knowledge should be free
Seeking inspiration from outside entities
You’ll recognize it when it’s heard
That’s sensibility
Give yourself permission
To make an embarrassing admission
Only the Midnighter gets shit done these days, in the daily race
I’m not laughing
I’m just a little concerned
I saw you walking from the cracks
It caught me off guard
But it is my time
I have fallen to the grace of existence
To believe in forever falling through
It’s a little humorous
I’m deflecting everything I ponder
I thought that I saw an angel tonight
Turns out that I was dreaming
And as dreamers do
I’ll come to terms with it for now
The dawn will sing once more
The dawn may have won the battle
But at midnight there is still war
Give yourself permission
To make an embarrassing admission
Only the Midnighter gets shit done these days, in the daily race
I thought that I saw an angel tonight
Turns out that I was dreaming
And as dreamers do
I’ll come to terms with it for now
The dawn will sing no more
The dawn has now lost the battle
But at midnight there is still war
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7. |
121 Degrees
06:24
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With a renewed sense of urgency
They all fled back home to the scene
Of the cinders burning bright
Where it started they don’t how
But how it spread so fast is obvious
Over this desiccated land
Pieces of ash float in the air
Sun turns to red, can’t help but stare
As I speed by on the bike
Escalating year after year
Before thirst can be quenched
By the rains that never seem to appear
Hotter and hotter every year
Grab a bucket and douse your head
Anything to keep yourself hydrated
The summertime heat is accelerated
There a tension lingering in the air
From the smell of smoke
And the black cloud overhead
Ten thousand acres burned
And it’s just drawing closer
As we sit here at home in the driveway
It’s time to grab the pets
A bag of clothes and the drumset
And make a break for the road
Our things may burn
Most is replaceable
As long as we all make it out together
Hotter and hotter every year
Why must we live in fear
We all can do more than just shed a tear
It’s hotter and hotter every year
The sky can’t hold her rain
The ice has all melted away
The ocean is up to our knees
When the earth begins to seize
The quaking in the ground
In tidal waves the cities drown
And the radiating heat
121 degrees
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8. |
Kick Boots
03:02
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Apparently in patients
Severely under the constant
Battle of coherence
These people see what they believe
And count on the effects of medicine
To perceive a lucid thought of something
Tangible
Don’t cut the cat's whiskers
Their sense of self will deplete
Fractured in some twisted nature
Nothing more than a whisper
She weeps at the edge of the bed
Knowing it’s all in her head
Some kind of twisted nature
Nothing more than a whisper
But most just don’t succeed
Guided by some twisted apathy
Or just exactly what was meant to be, apparently.
Kick boots
Sick youth breeds
A fucked up truth
Kick boots
Tell everyone I’m sorry
The nature of my nurture
It’s haunting
It’s something to be wanting
But I can’t afford the therapy
So go ahead and
Kick boots with me
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9. |
Pacific
03:49
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The Pacific ocean is calling
Sheer force, ice caps melting
Pandering to the people of the pandemic
They’re falling for it
Lock your front door
Open a bag of chips
Sit your kids down
In the front row
Keep their eyes peeled
As the word begins to show
Her true colors, her woes
Jump on a zoom call from 9 to 5
See your friends turn into black screens and hide
Isn’t it soothing to be confined within
Your comfort zone
Free to be yourself and sit on your own
We’re not done, you’re not alone
But the trees still need to compete
For the sweet UV crystal streams
Pack up, start the car and leave
Call your best friend and
Tell them you’re on your way
Heading to the Pacific Ocean
And you’re there to stay
The sunset breathes and wonders
The flora and the fauna reach beyond eternity
We’ve finally made it to the edge of forever
We can finally fly outside of our dreams
Carry on with anything, feel nothing and absolutely everything
Unlock your doors
Go for a run
Breathe the fresh air
Let’s have some fun
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10. |
Renée
05:13
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It’s Friday afternoon and you’ve finally arrived
Just past 4PM on 10/16 and now it’s skin to skin time
Gaze up at mom and dad and the fluorescent lights
In time they wheel us to room 7209
You were looking perfectly alright
Basking in the artificial heat lamp glowing bright
At first you were breathing fine
But all too soon we heard your breath rate start to climb
We called the nurse in to come and take a look
So far everything has all been pretty textbook
I was thinking you’d come home with us today
But then they took you away
All strapped up with wires and trapped inside a pod
Like some kind of futuristic visage
I picked you up and you were so very strong
Leaving you in this place is pushing mama's limits
She’ll drive the 60 miles to feed you every day
Until you’re home with us and we know that you’re okay
And I’ll come and see you in your newborn spaceship
By the weekend I’ll be driving you away
To come home to the foothills
To your family
The animals are all eagerly awaiting
Hear the street and gaze at all your new surroundings
Listen for the screech of wild parrot flocks resounding
Here we will teach you all we know
Mother’s kindness and how to move slow
Her sense of patience to help you grow
You’ll know her boundless love like no one knows
Father’s critique and searing tongue
A solid sense of when to fight and when to run
Play the game of life like a battle to be won
Aggression taken out by beating on the drums
From the both of us you’ll receive a few more
Love of animals and never to be bored
When to work and when to play and when to do the chores
Balance head and heart and to be grateful for what’s more
Renée
The dreamer, Eliza awake
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